It's hardly to think that now i'm in the verge of getting old. Yes, years by years we are not getting young but in fact the opposite, now to think that it's felt just like yesterday that im having my graduation day, laughing with my friends, gossiping with them, playing in the back of the class while our teacher is teaching . Yes, I'm totes missing my school life. Never had i forget about my school life, it's basicly the very best memories i had ever installed and saved in my mind. One thing that maybe i really regretted till now is not really getting social with my friends, i should be more active back then and enjoy having many friends. Yup, im totally regretting that. Now to think that i'm going to be an adult, it's kinda scared me as i thought that maybe im not fitted to be an adult yet, i still want to be a child that getting pampered by my parents. What can i do about it? I'm a mommy's child after all. Then, i just graduated from matriculation 2 months ago, in fact, i should advised all my juniors, don't get in the matric if you cannot focus in study or still wants to play around because i must say that matriculation is tough if you are not focus in studying or you are lazy to study. You will be wasting one year in matriculation and end up getting poor result as in low cgpa. Low cgpa means you will get the course that you do not want. one more thing you should never have a lover, it will only distract you and waste your time, Yes, its true having someone that loved you is making you feel happy but think back again, dont you have family that also love you? You should think that your family really loves you and in fact they really put high hopes in you. You shouldn't destroyed their hopes and trust. Dont be like me, i already destroyed my parents hopes. Im regretting the things i had done before but now im making up for it. 21 June is my entrance exam and 23 June will be my interview. If I pass both , i will get into Institut Teknologi Bandung INDONESIA, in pharmacy course. Then, i promise i will study hard , very hard to make up for all the things i had done before. and it's the beginning of my journey. wish me luck peeps ! now if you excuse me i have something to revise, Toodles ~
writes from the bottom of my heart,
the great hwang,
sayraahuang

